"Life is Crap"

Well, i just really have to point out that my sister got me a "Life is Crap" calender for Christmas, and i believe its true life is crap. We go through so much more crap then happiness in our life that it almost doesn't seem like its worth it. But we do live it, our human minds seem to be programed to go through the pattern of our everyday life. I think that a person that takes their own life has to be the most stupid, but they also must be brave. I seem to ask myself everyday. "What's the point? Why do i do this? Where are you God?" The last one seems to be a biggy, and i have to admit that i have heard many sermons about where God is in your life. One of my fave verses to do with this is "²Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, ³because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance."- James 1:2-3. God is testing me?? But why would he do this to one of his lambs? Sometimes its not God doing the bad things it could be the evil one, Satan. Sometimes when i since that something isnt right or i can feel the evil one around me, i yell out "SATAN GET AWAY! GOD HELP ME! PLEASE" and then i feel relief and comfort. So next time you are having a bad day remember you always have God!

ps: an awesome song to listen to on a bed day- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OzzywdDozo

Boys, boys, boys

Well i can say this, they are retarded, and need some help. I just want to point out to all the girls that have been broken apart from middle school retards, move on, get past them. It makes them even more insane by hurting the pretty faces of young ladies. I have learned that dating them can be worse then the break up, so girls dont waste your time chasing after "the one" eventually they will come to you. Or you'll find someone better! good luck, and just remember the love you have in friends and family is why better then a dude that treats you like crap!

ps: one of my favorite quotes is "Love is giving someone the power to break your heart, but trusting them not to." So also think about who you want to give that power to, and if they are good enough for that power. Your heart is very special, and needs to be in one piece!