Fire

I'm sitting in front of a raging fire, and I have called myself a pyro before but i have never thought about it like this. I dont like starting fires, I just like to watch them and I'm fascinated by they way they seem so free and careless. I wish life was like that, where we wouldn't give a crap about what was happening around us or what other people are doing. All that matters is that we are alive and we should fulfill the purpose of us living. I do believe everyone has a gift and we come to relize those gifts when God feels that its our time. I'm not sure on what my gift is right now, but I have reason to believe that it is music or speaking to people about the good things in life and God. I really hope that someday I will see that me being there for that one person or me showing that person what life is about will make a difference to their life. I hope I will make a difference in many lives.

Change

I hope the change i just made is a good one. I believe change is always for the good, but my reasonable mind is telling me the opposite. Right now I feel pretty good about where I'm heading, but only time will tell. I know one thing I need to stop letting my emotional mind make all the decisions. I can only can only hope that I wont loose something from the change that I made.