Merry Christmas

This Christmas season has really made me think about all that has happened in my life. I'm praying 2010 will be better then 2009. I think one of the best gifts you can give someone this year, or any year, is forgiveness. Forgiving someone who has wronged you takes a lot of strength, but would clear your mind some. It would also be nice to start the new year fresh. Well, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Police Officers

Well, i have to say not all cops are bad but there is a few. Like the one who teaches DARE at my school. Heres the story: I had my assignment out in front of me in homeroom and my friend Shelby was comparing her answers with mine. Then this girl, no names mention, took my paper and asked if she could copy it. I said "no, but when do you have DARE?" Her reply "3rd and thanks" Then i said "well i have it 4th give it back" then she walked out the door. i was like "WTF BITCH!" and when i went to DARE i had to explain to the officer, that teaches us, that my paper was stolen by this girl and he said "well i dont know what to tell you. why did she steal it?" my reply "to copy it! (duh! in my head)". And he just said "sorry guess you'll get a zero"

Okay but excuse me, arent police officers suppose to care when things are stolen?!?!

TXT Messages

Okay, whatever you stupid middle school boys are thinking your wrong. Breaking up with a girl over a txt is not the way to do it, especially when you have your best friend do it, who just happens to be your girlfriend's best friend too (well i guess shes your ex now). It also makes me very mad when boys don't give you a reason for ending your relationship, and act like every thing is all right and well just being a jerk to us girls is pretty sad too. And your in 8th grade, your relationship shouldn't be that serious, and yes I know us girls have some flaws too, but I would at least have the decency to do it to the person's face. Well thats all I have for know, more crap to come I'm sure of it.

Drama

It seems that whatever i do to try to help i end up epicly failing, and making it worse. it just seems like there isnt a purpose for every tear i cry and i dont now why. i wish God will just take me under his wing and guard me from all evil, but it seems almost impossible. i tried one of the only rescues for feeling like this (shopping) and it didnt work sadly :( so now i will most likely go and cry myself asleep with those purposeless tears. :,(